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13 December 2011 @ 07:20 am
Title: You're Mine
One Shot
Author: Ohreeree
Rating: GP (haha for real)
Word Count : 1,832 words
Pairing: Henber
Summary: Amber has a little secret Henry doesn't know. Henry has a secret Amber does not know. 

A/N: I already started writing this fic before the whole crazy henber thing happened last night. Thankful Henry proclaimed he owns amber because I was inspired to write this. Please expect typos. I and Henry and Amber  are of the same kind. XDDD 

Amber  and Henry have been spending more than quality and productive time together.  SM Entertainment gave them a project to work on while Henry has nothing to do and F(x) is pretty much not doing anything so they can work on individual activities. Amber has not hanged out much with her bestfriend since training days. She was in the states when Henry was in Korea and when she came back Henry has to leave for Taiwan for their promotions.  So pretty much the longing is there and she terribly misses bullying him.

Henry was on his keyboard making some dope melodies while Amber waits. The agreement they made was he makes the music she makes the lyrics. She really cant rely on his lyrics because its gonna be about cheesy lines that makes even his hyungs in SJ cringe that they needed to actually change the lyrics up a bit. Amber was busy online. He was smiling as she reads and posts stuff online using Henry’s Macbook.

Henry notices Amber doing her thing with the laptop. She laid on the bed with the laptop on her stomach smiling like crazy. Henry stops playing and walks over to amber. “hey what’s up with that smile?” he asked as he sat beside her on the bed

“Nothing” Amber replied. “Just lurking around twitter”

“Lurking twitter?” Henry wondered “But you don’t have twitter..”

Amber blankly stared at Henry for a bit thinking if Henry was going at his fail streak again. “Dude, I don’t need to have a twitter account to read your tweets… Your tweets are public!” She turns the laptop screen to Henry’s direction proving her point

“Oh yeah.. I really never thought about that..” then something came up to him “Wait what are you doing checking my twitter?
You’re stalking me aren’t you?”

Amber sat up and gazed at Henry “You are a big doof! What’s interesting about your tweets?!”  She then starts to read exaggeratedly some of his tweets “ ‘WAT SHOULD I DO NEXT!? HELP! suggestions?’ What he heck is that? You asking your fans advises?” 

“what’s wrong with that? At least I know what they want.” Henry reasoned

“And this… “curious...hair up? or hair down? hat? or no hat? which one do you guys think is best? be honest! choose 1 only!!” Henry Lau You are outrageous! You even ask them of how you should do your hair?” Amber bursts out laughing “I did not know you are so image conscious”

“No  I am not…” he laughingly defended

“Yes you are.” Amber teasingly said

“NO! IM NOT!” Henry saying with emphasis moving closer to amber’s face

“Yes you are.” Amber smilingly continues as her eyes met his. Henry was not laughing anymore but was just staring at her Amber starts to feel her cheeks warming up she looked away. “Im Thisty. Where’s your fridge?”

Henry moves back and points to the direction of the kitchen. Amber stood up and walked towards the direction pointed to her by the boy. Henry looked at her back and smiled all by himself. “Gotcha Amber. Revenge is sweet.” Henry stands up and walks back to his keyboard.

Amber appeared with a glass of water. She looked at her watch “Its almost 9:00PM we haven’t had dinner yet. So what are we having?”

Henry looks at her and smiled “Fastfood Delivery?”

“What do you want?” Amber pulls out her mobile phone from her pocket and have herself ready to dial “Mcdonalds?”

“Mcdonald’s sound good… I want a Henberger…”

“What did you say?” Amber asked because she thought she was hearing things ‘Did he just say Henber?’ she thought.

“I said I want a Hamburger. The big one.. with cheese” Henry rephrased

“With cheese? Or you don’t need  it.. you have too much cheesiness to pass around” Amber threw another one at Henry and laughs

Henry got another one from amber and thought. ‘When is she going to give me a break?’ and just uttered “Stop bullying me okay.

Oh an can you have them put more ketchup for the fries?”

“Im not a bully. Im just stating facts ”  Amber flashes a wide grin at him and proceeds to dial 1600-5252 for delivery  as henry continued with his music composition. Amber drops the call and walks back to the bad and grabbed the laptop.

Amber still had herself busy with surfing random stuff online. Henry watched him from his spot as she smiled all by herself while facing the monitor. He loved how she looks when she smiles. Suddenly the Doorbell chimed and Henry was about to stand up but Amber hurryingly got up and ran towards the door. Henry curiously took a look at the Laptop screen. Amber was playing angry birds. He shook his head and smiled. Amber has the big bag of junk food and sat at the edge of the bed. Amber went straight to the bed and took out the KETCHUP AND FRIES. “Dinner is served!” she uttered as she handed Henry’s cheeseburger.

“Nice Dinner eh~” Henry said

“Yeah nice dinner.” Amber said as she took one big bite off her burger leaving ketchup on the corner of her lips. “This is really good~” she said smiling

Henry looked at Amber’s cute face while she stuffs the burger in her mouth. “Wait…” He cups the girls cheek and gently wiped of the ketchup with his thumb

Amber slowly gazes at Henry and again their eyes met. For a second she thought she was gonna melt again. Second time he stared at her tonight. She snaps out “Hey… hey.. what are you doing man?!” She moves back

“You have ketchup all over your face duffus” Henry laughs

“What is up with you? You’re strange.”

“I’m not strange you are.” He laughed


After dinner. Henry cleaned up for the both of them. He grabbed the wrappers, cups  and ketchup sachet and disposed them and
went back to his spot and Amber went back hogging the laptop. Henry observed her as she was again absorbed by what she was reading or posting. Well he is not really sure what she was doing but it seems to him that the young lady was enjoying.

“Hahaha… OMG Donghae Oppa owns me?!” Amber laughs delighted “I hope SJ fans are okay with it though… hmm”

Henry stood up and tried to check “really now?” He didn’t know what to say really. Well he wants to say that she’s his but… He’s in no position to do so. Jealous. Yes he feels that. Donghae is close to her too but the thing he envies about Donghae is he is comfortable saying those things to amber, He isn’t. well he does not want amber to take it the wrong way basically.

Amber turns to the lad standing on the side of the bed. “Well can I see?” He sat together with the girl on the bed but..

“No~” amber flashes a wide grin “I’m doing something here…”

“Oh so it’s a big secret you need to keep it from me?” Henry asks

“Yes.” She stuck her tongue out

“But that’s my laptop” Henry tried to reach and grab for the macbook

“Not anymore.” Amber closes the laptop Henry had no choice but to grab Amber’s both hands and started tickling her by her sides and her ankles. Amber was starting to runout of breathe  “What are you doing Henry Stop! Please…. Hahaha.. Stop… Now…”

“No.” Henry playfully said

“Henry stop or I’ll…..” She said as she laughed and tried to catch her breath

“You’ll what amber?”He pinned the girl under him. Henry also panting a bit because he was trying to stop Amber from moving and the energy of the girl is just unexplainable to him.

This time amber cannot resist it. Third time she looked him in the eye tonight. “Or… I’ll… Punch you in the face”

“Oh no you wouldn’t” Henry continued to tickle her again leaving amber to use her full force

“I said stop!” Amber Pushed Henry and he hanged on to her wrist pulling him on top of him. Both of them dropping on the floor.

“Ouch!” henry cringed but then he didn’t mind that at all. Amber’s face was so close to his. He can feel her breathe on his face, Feel her heart beat on his chest. He was moving his face closer to her when…

“See. I told you you should stop. Or one of us will get hurt” Amber got off him and went back to the bed.

“yeah.. Im sorry.” He uttered as he went back to the keyboard.


Its been an hour and a half of awkward silence, the two has not exchanged any words after the incident earlier. Eversince Amber went back to the laptop she was just typing and typing and typing non-stop. “Hey, are you mad?” Henry asked “I’m sorry..”

“Nope” She replied without looking back “What are you apologizing for?”

“Are you sure?”

“yep..” she continued typing “You just do what you need to do..” she rubbed her eyes and yawned looking at her watch and its already 3AM. “Can I nap for a bit?” She asked “You can just wake me up if you need my help” She said as her eyes fall. Amber was on a freefall position when Henry walked over to her and slowly took the laptop away. He gazed at her sleeping. She looked pretty even in her sleep. Only if she knew how he cared about her. Henry grabbed the blanket and slowly put it on her and moved a bit. He took one last look at her and smiled.

He went back to the keyboard again connected his headphones and started playing again.


Henry was really curious of what Donghae tweeted so he opened the macbook and all the pages that Amber was browsing was left open. He opened a new tab to check his twitter account. And saw Donghae’s tweet. And replied “Hyung, What are you doing?

She’s mine” and smiled satisfied with his deed he closed the tab and got curious of the page on the laptop monitor.
“What’s this?” He looked closer and read the website’s name “Confessions.net?” The site is about random confessions and all posts are anonymous “So this is what is keeping her busy tonight…” He smiled.

He read the most recent post…

Hamster boy is  weird tonight. We practically stared at each other like 4 times tonight. Was he trying to kiss me? The thing is I like him but I don’t think he knows and cares. Why would he care? I think he thinks I like girls. But I don’t like girls I like him…
I’m yours…

With what he read he was not sure if his heart skip a beat or the world just stopped turning. He turned to the girl in slumber and moved closer to her and whispered to her ear. “I like you too… and you’re mine”
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
04 October 2011 @ 06:02 am
Title: Can you smile


Rating: PG 13 

Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know. 


When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already
Chapter 6: Thunder
Chapter 7: Ready for a fall
Chapter 8: Nothing's Over
Chapter 9: Memories
Chapter 10: Slowly 
Chapter 11: BubbleGum


Amber froze with the sight of Henry. She cannot think of things why He is there.

Henry stood up and approached the girl did not hesitate to hug her tight. Everyone was shocked including Sungkyu who was standing near the door. His head was clouded with confusion as to what to think. Seeng His brother hugging the girl he loves so much. Him hugging her tight and he himself is not the one doing it.

Amber was still stunned but she feels him. She can even feel his heartbeat in her chest. She wants to hug him back. She wanted to for so long but she just cannot. Why now. Why?

Myungsoo watched them from his corner. “I knew something was wrong.” He thought. And he was right. Who knew. Amber’s ex boyfriend is Sungkyu’s brother. 

Sungkyu finally got his grip back and walked towards amber “Ehem” Henry let goes of the girl. “Did not know that knew Amber.” He forces himself to smile.

“Oh yeah I do. We are… we are…” Henry did not know how to finish his statement. He looked at amber and wished he had a clue of what to say. While everyone waited for his answer.

“We are friends.” Amber finished the sentence for him. Henry has expected something else to come from her. He did not expect that their meeting is going to be like this. He knew it immediately that nothing is gonna be the same. Its not like before. Is it she? Is it her that
Sungkyu mentioned about the song the last time. Are they in love with the same girl? But how can he compete with his own brother. Should he think that he was the first one in her heart. But what if inside that heart its not him anymore. What if now its Sungkyu now and not him. How will he face it? How will he accept it?

“Cool!” Hoya cheered. “So you guys no each other. Its nice that we just have the same circle of  friends its gonna be easier for everyone” Well he thought

Myungsoo was observing how Henry, Sungkyu and Amber are reacting with each other. He had this amused smirk on his face. Shaking his head with the thought that something this complicated happens in real life. He watched amber stealing glances at Henry wanting to talk to him. Sungkyu having all his attention on amber and Henry sitting by the window looking reallu confused, puzzled and bothered. Sungkyu looked concerned as well but in Myungsoo’s eyes what he is doing is just making himself pre occupied with taking care of amber and shrugging  off  the idea that the person amber loved the most was … yes his only brother.


Later the boys left and the people in the room was the patient, Sungkyu, Henry and Amber. Amber was not able to talk to him. All she did the whole afternoon was look at him. She wanted to say something but it just wont come out. Nothing comes out of her mouth because the questions she has are all in her heart and she just cannot let it now.

“So… How are you?” Henry asked smilingly. He was really curious of how she was doing. The real thing.. Thinking that Donghae will not go flying to him just to punch him in the face if she was perfectly fine.

“Uhm… Im okay.” She paused “When did you arrive?”

“Not long…” Henry did not say when exactly or Amber will know he arrived with his brother. “I have some things to deal with here in Korea so that’s why I came.”

“Oh… I see.” Amber kind of wished it was her. The reason he came but now its just not the right time. “you did not tell me that you have a brother…” She looks at Sungkyu

“well he didn’t know it either young lady.” Jay said “It’s a surprise to henry as much as it’s a surprise to you.” He smiled.

Amber still thought of things that can bring him back. Is it because he found out his dad is sick? He has to do something else which is important? Or is it because of her. Does his brother’s sudden appearance have something to do with this? Was this the thing that needs fixing? A lot of things just went into her mind.

“maybe we should hang out sometime!” Henry said.

“Yeah…” Amber paused “maybe…”


Henry went back home to Sungmin’s crib and went straight to his room and laid in bed. He looked at the clock in the wall. He checked his cell phone for any messages he might have missed. He was really bothered. He can’t help think about amber and Sungkyu. Its kinda late he’s tired but he can’t go to sleep with this much going around his head. It just doesn’t feel right… Did he loose his chances with her? Now that he is willing to give up everything for her. Is he losing her? He pretended he was okay the whole day but when he puts the pieces of the puzzle together it’s really hard to think that He and Amber can be together. He stared at the ceiling for so long thinking. I may see her smile but he knows that he was not alright all these time. He can tell that he wasn’t or maybe now she is. If she is… Is he ready to say goodbye?

“if she leaves… She’s still gonna haunt me.” He said to himself. He’s gonna be dating my brother and that’s to painful to watch… Can I stop her? But that’s going to be unfair” He wants to pull her closer but how can he do that without hurting people around him.

“Now you regret leaving her Henry don’t you!”
Suddenly loud bangin’ from the front door was heard which startled everyone. Henry got up to check on it. Donghae was also alarmed with the banging so he checked on who is at the door.

“What’s up with ---“ Henry uttered as Donghae opened the door and Amber was standing at the door furious.

“yah! You  have something to do with Hen—“ she was brought to a standstill when she saw Henry staring blankly at her.

“You were saying?” Donghae asked as amber looked at looking back at Henry With longing eyes almost like tearing up. “you know what I have an Idea.”

Amber glares at her older brother. As Henry stood there controlling his urge to just hug her. Hold her tight in his arms. “Both of you talk and just…. “ He cant think of anything to say..”Well.. just talk.”Donghae holds one of Henry’s arm and One of Amber’s. he dragged both kids to the biggest bedroom in the house and inside the walk in closet.

“Hyung what are you doing?” Henry asking while trying to get away. Amber also trying to get loose from his brother’s grip. Donghae  then pushes them inside the closet and locks them in.
Sungmin was kinda surprised two people was being dragged to his room and into his closet. “hyung.. Hyung… Hyung…”

“Sorry Sungmin, This is the only room that has a lock from the outside…” Donghae flashes a wide playful grin and walks back to the living room. Sungmin follows him and they both settled at the comfy living room couch. “That will make them talk and deal with whatever they need to deal with.” He said.


Amber walked to one of the corners of the walk in closet and sat on the floor. “I was expecting more of the pink side with SUngming Oppa.” She laughs “why is it that he has so much yellow in his wardrobe.” Amber saying avoiding to start a topic about them.

“What happened to us amber?” Henry asked directly to the point. “Is there still us?”
Amber looked away trying with all her might not to tear up. She wants to tell him everything. That she has missed him terribly, the sleepless nights, like a piece of her was missing when he was gone. But her pride keep on bugging her. It kept on preventing her from being honest to him, to herself.

“Why are you asking this Henry? Why now?”

Henry knew he’s not getting anything out of Amber. Although He is not ready for what she may say. What if she says she wants him out of her life. Or that she loves her brother now and he should get lost. Henry had to know. He just has to know “Do you like my brother. Oh no Do you love my brother.”

“Why Henry… Why did you come back” Amber threw a question back. She herself doesn’t know how to react and reply to the boy’s questions and she has questions going in circles in her mind as well.

“Are we over?” Henry asked pulling Amber closer to him. Amber avoided his sad eyes looking at her. Her eyes started to tear up. “tell me Amber” Henry tilted her chin to face him. And she started crying. Henry cannot stand to see her this way. And even when they were together He never made her cry. Not even let he shed one drop of tear. He longed for her for so long. Missed her every day that he was away. He pulled her closed and leaned in his hand grabbing the back of her neck and gently their lips touched. Amber was stiff at first but she loosened and surrendered to him. She missed his scent. She missed his lips, she missed everything about him. Amber responding to the kiss, Henry was assured He’s not lost yet. She is still his.

Henry slowly moved back and brushed the tears off her eyes. Amber looked at her not saying a single word and shyly smiled. “I missed you.”

Henry pulled her close to him and smiled with delight “I know. And you don’t know how much I have missed you. I love you Amber and I have never stopped loving you.” He kissed her forehead and hugged her tighter. Amber stopped crying because finally he’s back to her. Back in her arms. For how long she does not know. But whatever happens she’s not letting go anymore. Not ever.

“How long do you think we are going to stay here?” Amber laughed.

“The longer the better.” He smiled “This will be our World of our own.. for a short while. So that I can kiss you as much as I want.”

“Like this?” Without much more words Amber moved in and kissed him again in the lips. This time more needy. Henry thought he was gonna loose his senses. Surprised by the move Amber did. He is surprised because Amber never made the first move. Her hands moving to the back of his head, gently tugging on his Soft locks she kissed him more and more. “I like you’re new lip gloss… you taste like bubble gum” he said as he moved backfrom her for a slight moment.

“Then have more…” Amber had the naughty smile on her face and moved forward to kiss him.


Sungmin stood up… 

“Where are you going?” I forgot my cellphone is inside the closet… I’m just gonna get it.” Sungmin answered

Donghae checks his watch “How long has the two been there…” he said as he narrows his vision back to the wide screen television
Sungmin pulls Donghae’s wrist to check the time “For about an hour… Should I check how they are doing as well?”

“I think you should.” Donghae replied.

Sungmin then walked back to his room humming. And turned to the closet door. “Hmmmm they seem silent…” He thought as he was reaching for the lock. I just hoped they did not throw things around. Sungmin opened the door wide and was surprised to see what the two were doing…

O_O ß Sungmin was speechless. Henry’s hair was messy. Amber’s both hands tugging on his hair. Henry’s hand coming up inside the back of her shirt. Both breathing heavy. And they did not stop until they realize that Sungmin was standing there watching them. “Ehem” he pretended clearing his throat. “You two really are something you know. Im just here to get my phone. Can you hand it to me? Its on top of that shirt… “ Amber reached for it and handed it to Sungmin. Sungmin then quickly let himself out and closed the door like how he found it. But this time unlocked.  He smilingly walked back to the living room.

As he walked back. Amber and Henry looked at each other laughing “Did Sungmin hyung Just caught us kissing?” Henry said

Amber nodded “I guess he did” she smiles
Sungmin sat down beside Donghae with an amused smile.

“So how are the kids?”  Donghae asked as he changed  the channel

“I think they’re okay…”

“Are they cool now?”

“The mirrors in the closet are fogging now…” Sungmin uttered.

“What do you mean?” Donghae’s focus on the TV was shifted to the man speaking beside him.

“I walked in there and they were… should I say…” Sungmin paused as he recalled what he saw inside “Swapping Salivas.”

“You mean you found them kissing inside the closet?” Donghae asked.

Sungmin cutely nodded

“Hmmm… Okay.. It ended better than expected then. I thought the boy would get beat up” He laughs loudly and delightedly that its fixed.


Henry waited outside Amber’s Apartment building. Leaning his back against his car… He looked excited finally they are back to normal. No more questions inside his head and the fear of losing her is gone. After a few minutes there she was walking towards him. With a smile on her face.

Her cheeks perfect with a light touch of blush. As she walked nearer and nearer Henry is being intoxicated by her smell. The bubble gum scent from last night. He can still taste it. Finally she was in front of him. He reached for her hand and kissed the back of it.

“Good morning.” Henry greeted with a smile.  “Had a nice sleep? Did you dream of me?”

“No~” Amber stuck her tongue out

“Awww” Henry pouted

“I don’t need to dream anymore…” She smiled  and puts her arms around his neck staring him straight in the eyes “You wont leave me
again right?”

Henry kisses the tip of her nose “No… I’ll stay here for you.”

Henry opens the door for the young lady and she got in the car. He shut the door close and excitedly went to the driver’s side and slid in.

“So where are we going?” Amber asked

“I really have no plans. Lets just go anywhere, just have fun” He smiles.

“I missed you” Amber suddenly said

“I know…” Henry cupped her cheeks and pinched it. He thought its really cute that Amber blurts out random stuff that she feels. No one is lying to themselves anymore. But it never escaped his head that They may hurt someone. He does not want to hurt his brother but he also has to follow his heart.


The car stopped at an amusement park Henry and Amber got off the car. With a wide smile Henry extended his hand and Amber reached for it.  Fingers entwined they both walked in. Henry nor Amber did not want to let go of each other’s hands. Its been to long. So much time wasted. When they got in the two kids cannot decide what to do first.

“So… What should we do first? Eat or enjoy the rides?” Henry asked

“I dunno you tell me…”

“If we eat first what if we throw up everything after going through a rid?” Amber replied

“Good thinking.. Why didn’t I think of that.” He laughs embarrassingly

“I dunno…” Amber laughs. “But those cotton candies look yummy. We can have sweets right?”

“hmmmm… let me think about it…” Henry replied. “Yes I think we can have those.”

In a not so far distance…
Woohyun has his arms around her date as they walked and strolled around the park. He made sure that his date Jiyoon was having fun with him. They were enjoying their conversation and having a laugh when he suddenly saw someone familiar. His steps suddenly came to a halt wanting to take a closer look if it was indeed who he thought he saw. He held his date by the hand dragging her closer to who he was looking at.
“Hey what’s up why suddenly we are  spying on other couples?” Jiyoon asked
“I just thought I saw someone familiar.” Woohyun replied.
“Why do we need to check are they really that important? Are we spying on your ex? Is that the reason why you
brought me here? So that you can follow her around?” She said with a disappointed tone
“No baby its not like that.” Woohyun defended as he took another look and this time the couple who he was trying to see was has turned and he did see two familiar face? He looked at them looking really happy. Fingers entwined, and feeding each other. Then he sees the guy pulling the girl close, and the girl did not object to the action and put her arms around his back.
“Henry?!?! With Amber?” Woohyun was shocked with the sight. He actually thought that it was Sungkyu that he saw but he has mistaken. “C’mon let’s go…”
“So who are they?” Jiyoon asked
“I thought it was Sungkyu hyung.” He shakes his head.. “so… what was that about.

lalalalala... yeah... Even I cannot believe I have been updating this fast! XDDDDD 
oh well... enjoy.. whoever you are reading this :)
Bubble Gum! 
29 September 2011 @ 08:13 am
Title: Can you smile


Rating: PG 13 

Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know. 


When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already
Chapter 6: Thunder
Chapter 7: Ready for a fall
Chapter 8: Nothing's Over
Chapter 9: Memories


Amber looked at her watch and realized it was end of day for her. She set the story boards she was reviewing down on the table and fixed the other documents in one neat pile. Little did she know she has a spectator who was standing at the door watching her every move.
“Ehem.” Donghae getting her little sister’s attention.
Amber looks to his direction “How long have you been standing there?” she asked
“I don’t know.. long enough I guess.” He walks closer to her sis “Do you have any plans tonight? I was thinking we have dinner out tonight.”
“I don’t think I have anything planned. What do you have in mind?” Amber questions
“Well.. I have been here for days now and we never got the chance to hang out or have dinner or anything.. so I was just wondering.” Donghae utters.
Suddenly excited Soojung showed up “Are we ready yet?”
“You’re coming?” Amber asked
“Like duhhhhh. Of course.. Donghae Oppa said we are having dinner so yes Im going. Its not always that he is here…” Krystal explains and I miss Donghae Oppa.” She clings to Hae’s arm.
 “And besides you may never know how long I am gonna stay here. After everything is fixed here Im going back to the US.” Donghae starts to pace out of the office. As the two girls followed him.
“I called Heechul and Sungmin to join us. I hope you girls don’t mind.” Donghae said
“What do you mean?” Amber asked “What do you mean fix I don’t recall any problems in the office that needs attention or needs ‘FIXING’”
Donghae pressed the power lock buttons on his car keys and the doors unlocked. Amber took the front passenger seat and Krystal took the back seat. “what do you mean fixing?”
Donghae did not answer which made amber a little concerned thinking did she screw things up in their office. Was there something that needs to be done fast. A lot of things circled her brains but she cannot think of anything.
Sungkyu and Myungsoo were already at he samgyeopsal restaurant when The three arrived. When They were walking towards them, the two younger men stood up greeted and bowed politely to greet Donghae who was older than them
“You two are pretty punctual.” Donghae commented as a compliment to the two lads
“Oppa, remember Sungkyu, and Myungsoo is Krystal’s boyfriend” Krystal immediately walking over to myungsoo and clings to his arms. “yes he’s mine” She cutely and proudly proclaimed.
They all were assisted by one of the waitresses to one of the private rooms. And they took their seats, Amber Sat besideSungkyu and Krys beside her boy.
“Give is the usual.” Dongahe said to the girl and she nodded to the man’s instruction. Suddenly there were two more guys that showed up. “The world famouse Heechul is here” He loudly said as he opened the door. Sungmin was following the older and letting out a chuckle with the proud announcement. Donghae stood up and gave His hyung a fist bump and a hug,
Amber excitedly stood up from her seat and walked over to her two loved cousins. “Heechul Oppa! Sungmin Oppa” Sungmin messes up her hair as she smilingly and excitedly clinged to him.
Sungkyu watched how cheerful Amber was around her cousins. He understands why he moves boyishly at times and he also realized that she is treated like a princess by them. Like a precious gem. They treasure her a lot. Just the way he also thinks of her and would like to treat her. He wants her to always be by his side.
Amber then introduces Myungsoo and Sungkyu to them who just arrived. “Oppa, They are Krys and my friends. Myungsoo and Sungkyu.”
Heechul suddenly remembered “Ohhhh so he’s the guy that is replacing my boy—“ He stopped when He got hit with Amber’s Elbow “Umpphh! What was that about?”
Sungmin again smilingly chuckled right behind and greeted the two “Nice meeting you two.”
Amber pulls Sungmin by the arm to sit beside her. Sungkyu enjoyed the amber she is seeing now. Smiling and like a kid. Like a little girl he wants to just take around and just take care of.
The lady from earlier came back now with tray in hand and the appetizers were set on the table.
“Are you okay?” Amber checked on her guest
“Yeah… Im enjoying.” Sungkyu said.
“Enjoying what?” amber curiously asks
Sungkyu did not answer but just showed her a smile.
Donghae who was across the table watched Sungkyu closely. There is no reason for him not to like Sungkyu for her sister however What he wanted is for amber to really be sure of what she feels. He wondered…what if she knew that Henry is here for her. The other boy would end up getting hurt.
After the heavy and very hearty meal Everyone was full and the room was noisy with their voices laughing and chatting. They started walking out of the place. Donghae pulled the tab and paid with his credit card. Sungkyu gently  pulled amber closer to him  “Who’s taking you home?” He whispered to her.
“Oppa’s taking me home. And Heechul oppa is with us. I think they have other plans.” Amber smiled
“Oh okay..” He was a little disappointed that he cannot spend some more time with her.
“Thanks for the meal hyung…” Sungkyu appreciatively said as he extended his had for a handshake
“Not a problem you seemed like nice kids.” Donghae uttered
“We’ll go ahead. Myungsoo said bowing respectfully and the two young man with Krystal walked to the opposite direction.
Sungkyu was driving seriously when Myungsoo suddenly opened up a topic to break the silence. “Amber was really cute with her family”
Krystal smiles. “She’s their one and only princess. They really look out for her a lot. I guess that is the reason why they liked her ex-boyfriend so much. He loved her and treated her like she’s his everything”
“Do you think I can match up to what he was?” Sungkyu said on a serious note.
“You know what. I wont be able to answer that. As long as you are sincere with her and with what you feel I think You are gonna be alright.” Krystal taps his shoulder “He was really a cool guy. I guess It just wasn’t their time. Amber loved him a lot you know.”
“that’s why she got me dumped.” Myungsoo jokes.
“You got dumped because you are meant to be with me.” Krystal said cutely. Myungsoo reaches for her hand and kissed it.
“you liked her before?” Sungkyu laughed “I never knew about this.”
“Don’t worry hyung… I wont go your way.” Myungsoo looked at kyrs with a teasing expression. “I don’t want to be beaten up by my princess here. “
Amber, Donghae, Sungmin and Heechul did not go straight home as expected. Heechul brought Donghae to his pub to have a taste of partying. He has been working since he came back and Heechul just want to show him around.
“This place is really cool hyung.” Donghae raised his voice so that his companions can hear him. The loud banging of the bass filled the dark room. The crowd was obviously having a time of their life. Drinks are flowing and a lot of good looking men and women are in the venue as well.
“Of course. Only the elite can come here.” Heechul brags. Well his business has its own bragging rights. A lot of famous people party in the place as well. “You kids enjoy… All drinks on the house!!!” Heechul shouts as he leave them to party and he met with some people he know.
Amber was at awe. She did see some famous personalities and her cousin just casually talks to them. “Wow he is this rich and famous but he always salvages my milk from the my fridge.”  She thought aloud and laughed.
Girls started swarming his brother and cousin…  one of them just  pulled him close to her by the tie. Donghae was not able to resist. He was actually staring at anotherone of the girls who was wearing a very skimpy skirt. “Ooooh~” he just mouthed as he continued to stare at her soft silky perfect long legs. Sungmin on the other hand was just silent, another girl stood beside her. She simply said Hi. This one have big breasts. Amber shook hear head with amazement. She looked at the girl and looked at herself. “Wow those are huge. I wonder what cup she is…” Both the boys were pulled by the girls to the dance floor. Amber ended up alone. She walked towards the bar and a familiar face greeted him.
“Here.” A handsome looking man gave him a vodka tonic to drink. “You’re brother and cousins would be pretty pre occupied until later if you ask me”
“Zhoumi oppa!” Amber delightedly shouted
“YO~” He replied “You chill here while I serve these others.”
“but you are a DJ what the heck are you doing serving drinks?” Amber asked
“Oh the bartender just went out for a bit. Im just covering for now.” Zhoumi flashes he handsome smile and winks at the girl.
Sungkyu dropped myungsoo and Krystal off and headed straight to the hospital. When he got there He straightly went to  the room and Henry was already asleep. He tapped him softly and the lad woke up. “henry… Henry… You can go home and rest if you want. I can stay for tonight.”
Henry rubbed his eyes and streched his arms. “Are you sure bro?”
Sungkyu nodded and smiled
Henry picked up his jacket and headed out.
When he closed the door his phone started vibrating and he answered it.
“Hello?” Henry greeted All he can hear was the loud music in the background.”Hyung?” He looked at the cellphone screen to check who was calling him. It was donghae’s number flashing on his screen. “What? I cannot hear you! Where are you? HELLOOOOO~”
He tried hard deciphering what the other was saying on the other end of the line but it was hopeless. “Are you out partying?”
Donghae on the other hand went to  a much quieter place. That small hallway to the restroom “Come here quick!”
“Where are you exactly?” Henry asked
“At Heechul hyung’s club. I’ll text you the address. Make sure you come! Or I’ll hit you on the face again!” The music still leaked through Henry’s phone until Donghae hung up. Not long his phone vibrates and this time it’s a message.
After drinking 4 glasses of vodka tonics and pretty much doing nothing. Amber decided to just leave the boys alone. It seems that they forgot about her. Or so she thought. Amber stood up and walked out the club. After A minute she was gone. Henry entered the main entrance. He looked around for Donghae and Sungmin. And after walking around and throught the sea of people bumpin’ and grindin to the cool beats he found Sungmin.
“Hyung!” Henry patted the older on the back.
“Hey Donghae!” Sungmin calls the other “Henry’s here.”
Donghae left  the girl who was all over him the whole night and walked to the younger lad. “You made it.”
“Yeah so.. Im here… what now?” he asked
Donghae checks his phone for the time. “Amber’s here”

“What do you mean she’s here?” henry asked
“What the heck are you asking. Im saying is She’s here.” Donghae knocking henry’s head lightly she took a second look at her phone and noticed a text.
I left. You and Sungmin Oppa enjoy.
Im kinda tired so I’ll go ahead
Henry was about to run around to look for her when suddenly Donghae facepalms and utters. “Nevermind… She just left.”
Henry with high hopes that she is still in the area did not stop. He was rushing to get through the crowd and out the door to catch her. Outside he looked around. Pacing back and forth looking at the people around if he can see her but no trace of her anywhere. No amber. He was dismayed. Catching his breath he walked back in the club and sat at the bar “A bottle of beer please” he was handed a bottle of beer and as he was about to say thanks to the bar tender he was awestrucked “Zhoumi hyung?!?”
“Yes that’s me.” Zhoumi smiled “I thought you were still amber. Well she was just there a while ago…”
“You know sometimes I think the both of you are the same person… Just different genders.” He joked. “Its weird huh? Have you seen each other already?”
“Nope.” Henry flashes a faint smile  and a long sigh.
“oh… I think I’ll need to leave you here. Im gonna go to my office.” Zhoumi points to the suspended DJ’s booth Up in the middle of the dance floor.
 “guess its not time yet…” Henry said to himself as he gulped down the entire contents of the bottle in his hand.
Next Day Donghae was sitting at his usual spot when Amber passed.
“Where are you going little miss lady?” Donghae  said making Amber Halt from taking another step. “Who me?” Amber asked pointing to herself
“Yes you...” Donghae raises his curious brows as The girl walked in his office.
“ I need to meet my client...” Amber saying casually
“Meeting? Not Dating your client right?” Donghae still suspicious.
Amber gathered all her thoughts. His brother is smart and older than her so that means he knows more about life than her in anyway she can imagine. She need to give him the right answer or else...
Or else... She will get the scolding for the teasing for life.
“well.. Im old enough...” She softly replied
“What did you say?” Donghae asked
Amber thought she gave him the wrong response.
“You said you were old enough... Okay.. I give you that. But are you being fair?”
“I knew it~” Amber mumbled
“What pretty little miss?” Donghae has a smile at the corner of his lips starting to show up.
“Why do you keep throwing the ‘Am I being fair’ question at me always I know what I feel.” Amber replies.
“So you mean you are over the guy who you broke up  with who was hoping to be with you even if he is away? Did you know that that boy is willing to give up everything for you?”
“What do you know? Oppa. Why do you keep on pushing me to him He was the one who left me.” Amber raising her voice  a bit. Donghae understood. She is still in a hard situation. He knew she can never let go that easy though she tries to cope but its just not that easy.
“What I am saying Amber is YOU... you know what is right. The right thing to do and the right time.”
“Okay fine... I need to leave I need to meet Sungkyu today. I’ll tell him what he’s getting into if you want me to be fair. FINE” Amber walks out the room
The moment the her kid sister left the room he just smiled and shook his head.
Days passed by so fast. Henry was taking care of his dad while his brother took care of some business stuff. He thinks his brother’s business is interesting. Well its in line with his interest so helping him out is not a problem to him. He actually is more than willing to do so. But for now He just like to take care of his dad. He brought his guitar with him everyday trying to write songs just to pass the time and also to make sure that he has something to submit for his credits in school. He contacted them and asked if he can be converted to an online module or course which they agreed.
Henry strums his guitar as he sings a part of his new song
“Tell me what, tell me  why I care but baby tell me what you want~ I Think about the time when we were enless lover’s yeah~ you’re feelin me~”
His dad slowly open’s his eyes hearing the excellent playing of the guitar “That’s a nice song... Who is it for?” He asked
Henry stops playing and places his guitar aside and paid his full attention to the older man. “No one in particular. Why did you ask dad?”
“Something meaningful like that cannot just be anything. It must be for someone.” He uttered
“I’m just creating music for school that’s pretty much it dad.” Henry reasons trying to shrug off his dad’s conclusions
“You are my son you know and I think some things that I possess can be in you.” He jokes.
“You mean...”
“Henry boy... Your man does not give up love that easily. I think both you and Sungkyu are the same.” He smiles.
Henry went silent. He thought about what his old man has just said and yes he was definitely right on. “The doctor said you will be discharged tomorrow. Do you feel better?” Henry asked
“Yeah I don’t even know why they need to keep me here for that long. I have been okay since last week. I’m not that weak.”
“You are like a stubborn kid you know... Mom was right.” Henry laughs.
The older man’s interest was captured by his son “Now really your mom told you that?”
“He does mention you from time to time. Specially when she scolds me and says I take a lot of things after you.” Henry shared
“Did she ever get married?” Jay asked “She never mentioned anything when I talked to her about it though”
“Well.. Im the only man in his life.” Henry uttered. “That’s what she always says”
The door opened slowly and Sungkyu arrived with a group of boys. They came in one by one and greeted The patient laying in bed.
“Waaaaahhhh you guys are here!” They all greeted him cheerfully and respectfully.
“We brought some fruits...” Myungsoo raises a basket filled with different kinds of citrus a bunch of bananas and lychees. Myungsoo saw the stranger sitting at the side of the bed.
“Hyung...” He faced Sungkyu “Is he you’re brother?” he asked
Woohyun who was opening a can of juice and pouring it in a glass for their uncle butted in “Obvious isn’t it? He does look like Sungkyu hyung”
“Is it bad to ask?” Myungsoo uttered. What if he is a cousin or something. He thought the stranger looked familiar. He never really saw him or met him before. He is sure that he was never introduced by Sungkyu even once. Not even in pictures. But he just seemed very familiar.
“So what do you do?” Hoya asked “You are not from here right? You dont look like someone who lived long in Korea”
“No.. I just came a month ago..” Henry answers
“Do you dance? Sungkyu Hyung has a talent for dancing and singing..” Sungyeol asked
“Uhmmm...” Henry was supposed to answer but Sungkyu answered the question “My brother is good in writing songs. Well that’s what I know. I haven’t seen him dance yet. He plays the violin too.”
“Cool!” Woohyun utters as he bites of his peeled banana “You should drop by the studio once you can hang out with us”
“You kids are really a nice bunch.” Jay said “Make sure you show Henry around.”
Henry felt welcomed even with his brother’s friends or so he thought. Myungsoo was sitting at the corner looking at all of them being acquainted. He just feels that something is not right. There’s something with Henry staying that makes him feel their world is going to turn upside down He just cannot point out how a stranger can do so. 
Amber dropped by the coffee shop and had Sungkyu on the other line.
“So where are we going to meet?” She asked as she stood in line for someone to take her order. “You want anything? I’m at Starbucks”
“Okay I’ll grab some for everyone.” She uttered dropping the call just in time when she reached the counter. She looked at the display counter and pointed at the cinnamon twisted croissants “I’ll have 10 of those ~ And one Caramel Frappe and make that to go~”
Once the pastries was ready the lady handed it over to her and she walked out of the coffee shop. She opens her car door and slid in. She placed the bag on the passenger seat and grabbed her cell phone. And starting creating an
SMS Message
“I’m on my way... J
Then she sent it to Sungkyu
She parked the car, stopped the engine and checked herself in the mirror. When she was satisfied with how she looks she grabbed the bag of pastries and got off the car. It took a little walking until she got to the room. She heard the rowdy noise from inside and then she opened the door. The guys were all standing and joking around when they saw here. Henry was sitting still on his spot and there she was. Standing in front of him. She was so shocked to see not Sungkyu but Henry inside that room. At first she thought she was just seeing things. But this time she really isn’t. Amber froze. Her breathing became deeper and she kinda feel that the world is getting smaller and smaller.
Then the door opened again and Sungkyu arrived with a wide grin on his face. “Hi amber!” he greeted. “So you found your way… I was just at the-- ”
27 September 2011 @ 12:48 pm

Title: Can you smile


Rating: PG 13 

Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know. 


When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already
Chapter 6: Thunder
Chapter 7: Ready for a fall
Chapter 8: Nothing's Over
Chapter 9: Memories

Her Heels made a bit of noise every time she stepped on the hardwood floors of the office. Her Skirt flowing down until right about an inch above her knees. She passed by the room that is always closed and was surprised to see it open. She peeped if there is someone in the office. And alas! There he was busy as he can be. Donghae was on his big desk. His coat was hanged on his chair. He was looking very dashing on his white long sleeves and silk black thin tie. Donghae looking very serious as he reviewed the stack of  contracts in front of him.
Amber observed his hardworking brother. She just stood there looking at him. Amused that his brother can be a totally different person inside the office. Donghae realized that someone is watching him so he looked up and saw a pretty young lady watching him.
"How long have you been standing there?" He smiled. Donghae's Serious look faded away and a smile finally shown on his face.
"For a while now.." Amber walks in the room. Donghae's office is huge. Its actually 3 times bigger than the girls work area. His room is filled with exquisite items or furniture. His office is also filled with the certificates and awards that Donghae has achieved since he handled their family business. In the Office Donghae is the Ideal Manager. HARDWORKING, FOCUSED, GOAL ORIENTED AND EXTREMELY SERIOUS. Not to mention that he is handsome and considered as one of the most eligible bachelors in the country to date.  Seems like others do not like him as a boss though but likes him as a friend. however there is only one thing that can quickly fade the scary CEO from the handsome young man. "Are you busy?" Amber asked and instantly Donghae's mood changed. He smiled. "Why? I always have time for yah. what's up?"
"Nothing." Amber replied.
"Now really... You dont have any concerns?" Donghae asked
"Work related---" She paused "But Im uhmmm... Nevermind." She stuttered she sat at the huge leather couch that Donghae has just in case he has guests and need a cozy place to talk rather than in the stiff environment of their conference room. She crossed legs and fiddled the magazines that are in the center table.
"So... How has things been since I'm gone?" Donghae asked picking up his coffee cup and walking over to the couch. hi sits across the pretty young lady and smiles. He talks like a different person in the office whenever Amber is around.
"Well.. Okay I guess." Amber replies. "I closed good deals." She said proudly but in a cute way.
"Yeah i heard. You did like 3 Commercials for big companies." Donghae smiled. "I'm really proud of yah..."
the room went silent for bit. Amber knew that her brother would have a follow up question. She just waited. She knew it was coming any second now. and she guessed it right. Suddenly Donghae opened his mouth and asked "How about that Sungkyu kid. He's one of your clients right?"
"Uhmmm yes." Amber replied "what about Sungkyu?"
"I remembered someone when I saw him." Donghae added. "I mean do you see someone in him too?"
Amber hesitated to answer. She knew that she and her brother are having the same thing in their minds. "oh really? Who?" Amber pretended not to know.
"Henry?" Donghae uttered.
"What about Henry?" Amber asked "why are you bringing him up all of a sudden?"
"Nothing..." Donghae answered "Don’t you think you are being unfair to everyone if you are meeting this Sungkyu kid and you are still not over the other?"
Amber looked away. She just can’t look at Donghae straight in the eye. She knew she's gonna be lying if she said that she dont love Henry anymore. But what she is trying to do is just open her heart. After all Henry might be cursing her non-stop for breaking up with him she thought. "What are you talking about? He's just a friend oppa. You really have a wide imagination you know." She then tries to laugh it off.
"If you say so." Donghae stood up and went back to his desk. "You better go back to work young lady. You know I dont liek it when people slack off"
Amber stood up and faces her brother, sticks her tongue out like a little kid at him. "Even if im your sister?" Amber shows the older he battling lashes.
"No." Donghae jokingly said and laughs
"Okay.. I’m leaving. Boss!"  She walks slowly out of the room and passed the hall towards her office. In her mind she thought hard about what Donghae said. She must admit she is liking Sungkyu being around her. Him making her smile. Him keeping her company. Him making her forget how it hurts to be away from Henry. She reached her door and entered. The first thing she remembered to check when she got in was her Phone. She reaches in from her bag to take out her blackberry. She doesn't want to admit that she's bummed. "Hmmmm No texts?" It seems unusual to her that she did not get any texts from him at all today. He wasnt even at the studio earlier. but more than being bummed she grew concerned for the boy.
She walked to her seat and just collapsed to her chair and let out a sigh. Suddenly her Blackberry vibrated on the desk and she looked at it. She broke into a smile when she saw whom the SMS came from.
"Woohyun told me you dropped by today.
Sorry I was not there. I have something
important that came up :)
I'll see you soon."
Amber did not notice that she was already smiling widely after she recieved that message. it took her a while to actually reply to the lad. she was just relieved that Sungkyu is okay.
"Hey! Yeah we did. hanged out a bit at your studio.
gotta work now.
-- Message Sent --
Henry entered the big automatic glass sliding doors. The Lobby is huge. A lot of people walking around. Doctors in white lab gowns walk past him with clipboards on hand. He almost bumped at the little kid running with his mom running after him with a bottle of dextrose.  He pulls out a little piece of paper and walked to the elevator. The crumpled piece of paper has the room number written on it.
He walked to the elevator hall and waited for one to open up. He was standing in front of the farthest lift on the left and waited for it to open. Henry waited for a few minutes and the door opened. The people from the inside dispersed and once everyone was out Henry walked in. He was inside with a 2 little kids who dressed the same and looks the same. Twins. They get along well. he thought. He pressed the 8th Floor button and the button lit up. A few seconds later the lift stopped and the doors opened wide. He got off the elevator and walked the long hallway. The place smelled like medicine. What would you expect it is a hospital. He never liked being in a hospital. Everytime he got sick and the doctor would say he needs to stay in the hospital he mysteriously gets well. Then he thought its just mind over matter. So he never gets really sick. He always wished everyone to be of good health. Unexpectedly he needed to be here.
It seems to him that as he walks the room on the end of the hall was becoming farther and farther. He was kind of nervous since he doesn't know what to expect. He reached the door to the room and hesitated to come in He always thought of being an outsider. Him growing up without a father and being an illegitimate child. He sometimes asked himself a lot of what ifs. but now one of those questions will be answered. Will they accept that his dad has a son outside of their family. will they acknowledge his existence. He took one deep breath and reached for the door handle and turned it. He pushed the white wooden door and entered the room.
Sungkyu realized that there was someone standing at the foot of the bed of his father. the guys was just there staring at his father. Sungkyu rubbed his eyes. "Hey, how long have you been standing there?" He asked the other
"Not long... "Henry replied. "Is he okay?"
Sungkyu stood up from his spot and walked over to Henry. Sungkyu did not ask who the other was. It seemed to Henry that the other knew him. but he still decided to introduce himself. "Hi, I’m--" Before he could finish introducing himself Sungkyu cut him off, shook his hand and hugged him. "Henry." Sungkyu smiled "I'm Sungkyu..." and before he finished his statement someone else cut him off. "Your brother."  Both the boys looked at who just spoke. Their dad has just awakened.
"So how are you feeling?" Henry asked the person who is responsible of his existence. Henry knew that his father's state is serious. He remember seeing him when he was younger. he looks very serious but he is active and very good looking. now he looks weak and it makes him concerned. What he feared of in his life for so long has faded. The fear of being rejected was thrown out. He never felt rejected from the time he set foot inside that hospital room.
"Im fine. I just came from chemo therapy so i was not able to attend to you call. sorry." He shared "Good thing that Sungkyu was able to answer your call. and now you are here son." He smiled delightedly. Though his body is weak and very tired His happiness shown through his smile when he spoke to his son. The son he longed for a very long time.
"No problem dad." Henry replied. He finally was able to say the word without hate and prejudice.
"Why dont you and your brother walk around and talk while I take a little rest." He said and closed his eyes. The two young lads paced to the door.
Krystal was sitting at the park all along sipping on her ice cold Pepsi. It’s nearing nighttime so the Temperature is not scorching. She was alone thinking of how Amber has improved. Well her social skills. Opening up to new people and not to mention BOYS. She remembers that because of Amber she knew Myungsoo. and its on this same park bench. She recalls...
Myungsoo waited everyday patiently in the morning just to see Amber or even try to approach her whenever she and Krystal passes by every morning. One day Myungsoo just took the courage to confess to the girl. Myungsoo is naturally silent so its hard for him to actually say things like I like you to a girl . He was sitting at the bench when Amber and Krys was passing by. He stood up and prepare himself to talk to her. While they were jogging he tried jogging along with them "Hi, Mind if I jog with you guys?" Myungsoo shyly asked. Krystal who was looking at him knew he was trying to make a move and to not put him down, its obvious to her the cute guy has morale issues. "Yeah... Why not?" she cutely smiled. "Nothing’s wrong with jogging... Right amber?" She said cheekily.
"Whatever." Amber replied as she ran ahead.
Everyday Myungsoo would wait for them to pass, Everyday the sight of her makes him smile. The words she says makes him fluster.  and still everyday he gets the same reaction from Amber. One day he waited patiently at the bench he has flowers prepared to be given to amber. a piece of paper where he wrote all his feelings just in case he cant say it he will just read it to her. The day he finally decided to confess his feelings to her has come.  Today he waited much longer and to his dismay They did not arrive. He sat at the bench with a long face. clueless of what to do. "Aww... No amber today" He was sadly and blankly staring at the ground when suddenly a pair of feet was in front of him. He looked up and saw a girl cutely smiling at him.
"Hi Krystal." he greeted still with a sad tone
"You're waiting for her huh?" Krystal sits beside the lad on the bench. "Sometimes you look too far when someone who is loving you is just in front of you."
"What do you mean?" Myungsoo questioned
"I know you like her..." Krystal started "So i just let you like her..."
Myungsoo was still puzzled of what Krystal was trying to make him understand
"But when I thought about it... Look at you. you are anice guy and she never noticed you." Krystal continued.
"You really mean never?" Myungsoo asked
"Well she must say hi once in a while but She just broke up with her boyfriend and I dont think she's ready for someone else." Krystal enlightens Myungsoo. "and... and.. you dont deserve this."
Myungsoo looked at Krystal straight in the eyes and he saw in her that she sincerely cared.
"Why are you saying this?" he questioned
Krystal was just silent for a bit. Myungsoo waited for her to say what is in her mind. "So...?" Krystal moved closer and closer and closer and kissed Myungsoo on his right cheek and after doing so she smiled and moved a bit back
"I like you." Krystal uttered. "I hope you dont mind girls confessing." she started to be slightly embarrassed and her cheeks starts to redden.
"You do?" Myungsoo asked with a little disbelief
"Yes!" Krystal nodded "Since day one!"
Krystal smiles recalling how Myungsoo and she started out.  Then a pair of feet showed up in front of her and kneeled down to level with her. It was a handsome young man smiling at her. "Did you wait long? Im sorry."
"Not really.." Krystal smiles at him. He entwined his hand to hers and kissed the back of her hand. "I missed you today."
"Really?" He cutely raised his eyebrow
"Yeah I did." She  snuggles her face to his chest.
"Why so sweet all of a sudden?" He smiles letting go of her hand and hugging her
"Nothing really... " She uttered
“Why are you laughing?” Myungsoo asked
Krystal looks at her boyfriend in the eyes and spoke. “I just remember how we first met and how you were head over heels about Amber.”
“What would have you done if We did not end up together?” Myungsoo asked
Krystal gave him a light smirk. “I would have beaten you up to your senses” 
“No need for that I guess.” He pulled her closer and hugged her. “you have me now. But yeah I was crazy about her before. I think I can stand being beaten up by you rather than be beaten up by Amber. Have you seen her punch? She’s scary!” he laughed
“I know right~”
Sungkyu and Henry ended up at the nearby coffee shop.
Both ordered Simple brewed coffee and sat at the table on the patio.
"What does he have?" Henry asking what his dad is going through. He might not be close with his dad but that does not mean he is not giving him a chance, especially now. They are all grownups and he feels he need to deal with his dad as a grown up too.
"Well.. He has Cancer." Sungkyu uttered. Henry knew that Sungkyu is scared however he shows how strong he is.  He is the only one his dad has well now it makes the two of them since Henry is back.
"How are you?" Henry asked
"Im okay.. I guess." Sungkyu replied as he took a sip off his hot cup of coffee. "I mean I have accepted it. And his Chemo therapy seems working."
"I hope you don’t mind. I’m just curious..." Henry started to asks questions to know about his only brother "How Old are you?"
"Twenty-two..." Sungkyu replied "You must be puzzled why we are the same age. " My mom died when i was born. he told me everything when I was old enough to understand. He told me that I have a brother in the United States that he loves and misses so much."
"Wow..." Henry's face was still serious but he was amused  how he and Sungkyu are the same age and only with several months difference.
"I know I can’t imagine it either. But what dad said is that He and My mother broke up and he did not know that he got her pregnant when he went to the states." Henry listened closely to every word Sungkyu spoke "Well there he met your mom they fell in love and they had you. Since my mom is not that well off he asked for help to support me. So he left the states. and took responsibility of his actions"
"And again he did not know that I was conceived?" Henry asked.
"yes." Sungkyu answered directly " He wanted to go back to you and your mom. but he does not know how to explain why he has a baby with him if ever he did go back. But let me tell you this Henry. Not a single day our dad has forgotten about you and your mom."
Henry smiles. He may have not said anything but inside he finally felt whole. There's no missing piece. No hate he may regret a bit for not welcoming his dad in his life when he tried reaching out to him before but now he understands that it was never easy for him.
"Im sorry if I destroyed your family..." Sungkyu uttered
"What are you saying man. Its not your fault" Henry replied. "We're brothers right?" That day Henry decided he will do anything to make his father and Brother feel that he accepts them.
Sungkyu's phone starts ringing. and he pulls it out of his pocket.
"hello?" Henry stood up and excused himself for a bit. "Excuse me.." Henry nodded and took another sip off his coffee. and not long Sungku came back and sat back down. "Sorry about that"
"We should hang out more often.." Henry said "Since you grew up here you should like take me around and stuff. Introduce me to your friends."
Sungkyu smiled in agreement "Why not bro~: He excitedly said. "I shold bring you to my studio one of these days."
"You have a studio?" Henry sounding interested
"Yes. I will expand it to a music studio after I year." Sungkyu added.  "You produce and write music right?"
"Yes im studying but i have written a few songs. why?" Henry asked
"That's cool" Sungkyu thinking that they can help out each other. maybe one day. " Can you write a song for me?" he jokingly said.
"What for?" curiously Henry asked
"Well... for a girl.."
26 August 2011 @ 11:09 am
Title: Can you smile


Rating: PG 13 

Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know. 


When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious

Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos

Chapter 3: Special Delivery

Chapter 4: Ice Cream

Chapter 5: I miss you already

Chapter 6: Thunder

Chapter 7: Ready for a fall
Chapter 8: Nothing's Over


Donghae, His Cousin Sungmin and Henry were walking back to the block where Henry parked the car, Then he suddenly decides to bring some food and visit His sister at the office just to surprise her for the day.
"You guys go ahead." DOnghae says as he stopped walking. "I think I mah get back and visit my lovely sister."
"Hyung~ like seriously you are leaving us." Henry complains
"Well if you wanna go that is perfectly fine with me" He tests Henry's guts of meeting his sister again in a teasing way "I bet Amber would be delighted to see her hamster boy"
"Yeah why not go with Donghae?" Sungmin adds
"No... Not now." Henry rejects the idea "I think i need to contact my dad. I haven’t reached him since I got here." He reasons
"If you say so..." Donghae tosses the car keys of his Audi A5 Coup and Henry caught it "I'll see you at home later."
"Okay" Henry uttered while Sungmin nodded in agreement
Donghae walked back to the direction where they came from earlier as Sungmin and Henry continued pacing to the car. Henry headed to the driver side while Sungmin on the passenger side.  He pressed the button on the keys to unlock the doors and they both slid in.
Henry inserts the key in the ignition, started the car  and drove off.
"So.. your dad is in Korea?" Sungmin curiously asked starting the conversation.
"Yes he lives here." Henry answered
"On business?" Sungmin asked again
"No. He's from here. He's Korean" Henry replied as he took the turn to the highway.
"Then why is your family name Lau instead of a Korean last name? Sorry I’m not being nosey or something.. Im just a bit curious." Sungmin smiled
 "Well he and my mom never really was together I grew up in the States with my mom." Henry answered
"Sorry" Sungmin apologized sincerely "So... you never knew him personally?"
"Well.." Henry "I met him twice. and pretty much that's about it." He continued driving.
Donghae pushed the rustic wooden door of the shop . The chimes sounded signaling the staff of the shop that there is a new customer to serve. Immediately they welcomed him.
Amber was looking at the guy who just entered the store. She did not stop looking at him. He seemed very familiar, he felt very familiar even for her. Sungkyu got curious of who Amber was staring at so he looked back not knowing who the guy was he just smilingly asked the girl "Do you know him?"
Amber was sipping her coffee and still her eyes was fixated on the guy who is paying his purchase at the counter. Sungkyu again looked back. Amber suddenly stood up from her seat "Excuse me" she said.
"Okay..." was all Sungkyu can say. He was intrigued that Amber has been staring at that other boy since he entered the premises. a little concerned but ready for anything. He watched Amber as she walked towards the boy.
"Oppa!" She said and the guy looked surprised but happy to see her.
Donghae put his arm around the young lady "What are you doing here?" him pulling her closer to him "I was supposed to be bringing this to you in the office." he showed here the bag on his other hand
"Im with a friend." Amber says. "You wanna meet him"
"Sure... Is that him on that table?" He asked his sister because at first look he thought it was the boy who he was hanging out with just minutes ago. But when they walked nearer and nearer it was a different guy.. similar but different.
"Sungkyu this is my only brother Donghae." She smilingly introduced the younger to his brother. Sungkyu stood up and bowed respectfully to the older lad. Extended his hand and said "Nice to meet you."
"And Donghae Oppa this is my friend... Sungkyu" as Donghae returned the handshake. He has this hunches that this kid has intentions of being more than a friend to her beloved sister. His eyes gazed around and so he was convinced when he saw the well prepared doughnuts on the table Which amber was trying to divert his attention from when she introduced both men to each other. "So... How did you and my sister meet?" He knew that Amber never really made friends. well aside from Krystal and his friends that's about it.
"Im a client of hers." Sungkyu smiled.
"Oh.. I see." Donghae uttered. "So are you going to go back to the office? because I dont have my car with me so you may need to drive me home?"
Amber was surprised that Donghae is not driving his car. "Where is your car by the way. You love that thing more than me~" she teased
"No i dont I love you more that's why Im here and not have my car. Cant you see.." He laughed "I entrusted it with someone..."
"I think the dude has gained it so much huh?" Amber replied as she picked up her coffee and took another sip
"yeah.. I guess so. If i let him run off with my car I guess I trust him to run off with my sister too." Amber almost choked with what Donghae just blurted out. With Sungkyu standing next to her she did not want him to hear what her brother was saying.
"That's a joke right?" Amber asked next thing she did was punch his brother's biceps. "Owww~  have you been working out?" Amber feeling a little pain in her fist.
"What if I am serious?" Donghae jokingly said but amber knew her brother was being serious. She knew that he meant it even if it was said that way.
"Oppa, I have a friend with me will you stop it?" Amber pleads
Donghae liked how Sungkyu ended up a little uneasy "You like my sister?" He then asked straight to the point as he shifted his eyes to the younger boy. "i can tell. but i must tell you. She's my princess. If you know what I mean" Donghae warns him jokingly.
Henry and Sungmin got out of the car and headed in
"Im going to sleep..." Sungmin said leaving the younger behind.
"Sure.. I'll just hang in here for a bit..." He pulls out his cellphone from his pocket and called out to his dad.
The phone on the other end of the line started ringing so he waited for an answer. He has been tryin to reach him since he arrived but he has no luck. the phone was always unattended. He finally made it through and someone answered the phone. "Hello~" the person on the other line answered. Henry did not recognize the man's voice. "Hi, Im looking for Kim Young Duk?"
"He's sleeping right now. May i know who this is?" The person on the other line asked. "I'll tell him you called when he wakes up"
"Uhmmm..." Henry took a long time before he replied. He was thinking twice if he would give his name to the person and finally "I'm Henry.. Just tell him I called."
"Oh okay." he said. "uhmm---"
Henry hung up after saying his last word he never gave the other person on the other line to talk. He was really nervous. He thought it was his father's family that answered the phone. He feared that day of meeting them. He asked a lot of what if's. Reason why even if he lived in Korea for a long time he still made sure he never bumps into them or meets them. After all He is the illegitimate child. He will never win them over no matter what he does. So he thought
Sungmin woke up, He got out of bed and walked out of his room. He walks straight to the fridge grabbing the glass pitcher he headed to the counter, opened the white wooden cupboard and got his glass. He poured the water and started drinking. While he was in the middle of drinking water The door opened and Donghae entered. Another voice was heard makes Sungmin have and idea that Donghae was not alone.
"Im home..." Donghae said making everyone in the house hear that he has came. Henry was in his room just lying around in bed staring at the ceiling. He got up and headed for the door but when he heard the other voices He came to a halt. He opened listened to the voices talking in the living room and he knew. Amber was with her brother and cousin. He took a peek and his heart started pounding. There she is. Just a wall away from him. Smiling ,looking happy. He thought of letting her see him but no.. He still does not have the courage to do so. He has hurt her so much He does not want to see her cry today. She smiling. and he is happy that she is.
On the other side of the wall Amber looked at the door that suddenly shut. "Whoah that's scary.. Is someone in there?" She stood up and walked towards the door. Sungmin was a little tense. They knew that Amber is not yet ready to see the person hiding inside that room "Nope. Maybe its just the wind." Sungmin reasoned
"Are you guys hiding something?" Amber has a suspicion that its not only the four of them inside the house. "because I dont feel the wind blowing..."
"NO~!" Sungmin and Donghae said in unison
"Okay okay.. I get it no need to raise your voices. sheesh~" She reacted "If its a girl I dont care~ hahahaha" she joked "After all you are boys..."
Suddenly they heard a phone ringing inside the questioned room.
Henry on the other hand was sitting on the floor his back against the door. thinking of how torturing it is that he wants to hug her so tight but he just cant right now. His phone started ringin and he panickingly rushed to the ringing phone on the bed and pressed the answer button. "hello?"
Henry waited long before he heard the voice from the other line. "Dad?"
Amber and Krystal decided to pay the boys a visit. Krystal Dropped by Starbucks on the way to the Studio enough for 7 people. The Studio was looking awesome. They have finally started operations. Krysal and Amber went up a flight of stairs going up. And they opened the door. Sungjong was the one on the desk and he greeted them with a wide smile. Sungjong is a very cute kid. Sometimes his hyungs would have him dress up as a girl and let him dance from the famous girl groups in Korea. He's always game with it anyways. He makes them happy he is happy. "Hey guys~ what are you doing here?" he asked the two girls that just arrived.
"We are just visitin. oh we brought you these..." Amber shows 2 bags of Iced frappuccinos... "And this one is for you." Amber pulls one caramel frappe from the bag and handed it to the cute boy. "hey thanks! They are inside."
Both the girls headed inside the studio and the boys were just having fun dancing to an english RnB / HipHop song. They stood there not making a fuzz and watched their precise movement. "Wow I never knew they were this good." Amber whispers to Soojung.
"I know right~" Krystal was very proud of her boys. They were just so good. She has never seen them dance this good. She knew they are but seeing it made her fall for Myungsoo more.
Dongwoo noticed that they have spectators so he stopped and smiled at them through the mirror. Myungsoo then went straight to Krystal and gave her a sweet peck on the cheek, "what are you guys doing here?"
"Just visiting.." Kyrstal replied with a sweet smile. "we go somethings for you."
Woohyun took the bags from from Amber. "hey thanks."
"So... Where's Sungkyu?" Amber uttered
They all started to be rowdy. "Why are you looking for hyung?"
"Nothing... because he's not here." Amber replied acting uninterested.
"Really now?" Seungyeol asked teasingly
Amber started to feel warm in the face and started blushing. "What? He's my friend."
"Hyung has something important to go to." L answered smiling.
Krystal looked at her bestfriend smiling. She knew that concern has grown on Amber towards Sungkyu. Her plan with L succeeded. She knew that Amber is slowly opening up to people. Slowly Opening her heart again. :)
Amber's phone rings "Excuse me" she excused herself and answered the phone. "Hello?"
Donghae was driving his Silver Audi on the way to the office, With Henry beside him he called Amber through the loud speaker.
"Good Morning!!!" Donghae greeted cheerfully "So.. Hows my baby sister doing??"
"Im fine.." Amber said and henry hears their conversations since The older guy was on speaker. "And will stop calling me baby?"
"Why? is that dude with you?" DOnghae teasingly asked for Henry to hear and be threatened. "Well.. He's not here"
"What?!?!" he was mouthing the words "She has a boyfriend?!?!"
"Im on speakerphone dumb ass!" Donghae bouthed back "She can hear you"
"I thought he looked familiar when I first saw him." Donghae said.
"Uhmmm... Really?" Amber acting like she never realized that herself.
"Like someone from the past~" Donghae laughs
“What do you mean?” Amber resisting to what his older brother is trying to imply.
“He kinda reminds you of someone doesn’t he?” Donghae pushes.
“I have no Idea of what the heck you are talking about Oppa~”
“Tell me Amber do you still love Henry? Do you miss him? You can tell me.”
Amber was silent for a while. While the two boys waited for her reply. Especially Henry who was nerve wrecked for the silence. “Amber Please… Amber Please…” he mumbled
“Hey Sis, are you still there?” Donghae asked because She was not  saying a word after his last question.
“Do I have to answer that?” Amber asked again she was silent…
the call disconnected after Amber said it.
Henry’s mind went blank after he heard that straight from her. He did not expect it. He thought that she did not care and totally forgot about him. His heart wanted to jump out of his chest and scream all the happiness it felt if only it can.
“Hyung! Did she say that she misses me?” He shook Donghae who was concentrating with driving “Did she?”
Donghae almost went to the opposite lane of the freeway “Damn you Henry Lau! Are you trying to fucking get us killed?” He shouted at the younger as he avoided the vehicle that almost clashed with theirs head to head.  “Sheez kid~”
Donghae stopped in front of  SNUH (Seoul National University Hospital) “Thanks Hyung! I’ll see yah later.
The big glass sliding door as Henry approached the entrance. As he walked across the lobby he saw a lot of different faces, Nurses wearing their perfectly white uniform pushing old people in their wheelchair. A mother chasing his sun running off while connected to dextrose.  Doctor’s hurrying, walking with fast steps going to their next patient. He never liked being in a hospital. He just never enjoyed it.
He walks in the next elevator that opened and pressed the 8th floor. He waited…. And waited… and waited… It seemed forever until the door opened again for him, Stepping out of the lift he walk the long hallway until he reached the second to the last door on the left wing. He reached the room number 815. Henry took a deep breath. Reached for the door knob and turned it open.


Tell me what you guys think. XD
I mean comments would really be appreciated. I know I haven’t written for so long. But heck My office ate me alive. And a lot of other activities too. I mean yeah.. All I can say is yeah!  
04 July 2011 @ 04:21 am
 Title: Can you smile
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know.

When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already
Chapter 6: Thunder

Chapter 7: Ready for a fall

 “You know amber, it’s you who chooses to miserable or happy. You make the decision.”Collapse )
04 June 2011 @ 01:26 am
 Title: Can you smile
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know.

When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already
Chapter 6: Thunder

"Sometimes I wonder if you have a brain… Or you became a birdbrain just like you angry bird friends”Collapse )



21 May 2011 @ 02:26 am
  Title: Can you smile
Authors: ohreeree 
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know.

When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream
Chapter 5: I miss you already

“Henry come back to me~”Collapse )
comments, suggestions, and violent reactions are pretty much welcome. feel free to write how lousy of a writer I am. Thanks! XDDDD
Current Music: G.Na I miss you already
19 May 2011 @ 01:52 am
  Title: Can you smile
Authors: ohreeree  
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know.

When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Tacos and Burritos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery
Chapter 4: Ice Cream

Love is like Ice cream. Its sweet, Fun, and lovely. Makes your life colourful.Collapse )

I know. My chapters are short it sucks. but heck.. I do this while at work or if i have time at nightso i hope whoever is reading this bears with me. :)
Yes I suck at writing right. I dont even know if people read it actually. but oh well. XD 
Current Music: Nothing's Over - Infinite
16 May 2011 @ 02:39 am
  Title: Can you smile
Authors: ohreeree  
Rating: PG 13
Characters: Sungkyu (Infinite), Amber (f(x)), Krystal (f(x)), Myungsoo aka L of (Infinite)
Warnings: Broken Henber or wait.. you'll never know.

When you unlearned how to love.. Do you think you can smile?

"i remember that feeling from a long ago
when i looked at you

i remember that time when i knew you,
you knew me"

I cant seem to have you only with my heart...

Chapter 1: Suspicious
Chapter 2: Burritos and Tacos
Chapter 3: Special Delivery

“But there must be mistake!” Amber said to the dude as he walked to the doorCollapse )